One thing I learned about myself in 2014 is that I let fear hold me back. I'm not a perfectionist; however, if I don't have the ability to do something at a impressive level, I don't do it because I don't want people to see my weaknesses. For example, I take a lot of pride in my teaching, both at work and church. I feel good when people see me teach because I feel strong. On the flip side, when I was challenged to bike up Canyon Heights Drive last summer, I heard myself say, "I'm scared." Then I realized I wasn't scared that I couldn't make it; I was scared that people who might drive by while I was slowly biking (or heaven-forbid walking) up the mountain, would see that I'm not in tip top shape. Weakness exposed!
Sometimes I get stuck in the dream, or the plan, and I wait for the perfect moment to attack, to conquer. Over the past few months, I have said to myself, "Just do it, Jody! Just do it and quit waiting and planning."
Therefore, my catch phrase for 2015 will be:
JUST DO IT!



